first times..
March 4, 2009
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ever had that first time. the first time you’ve done something. something you never thought you would do, or something you always thought of doing but haven’t tried to do, not until that.. that first time you really had that chance to do that? well. this is exactly what i am feeling right now. i have been away from the cyber world for many years now. i mean i finished my studies and all, and now i am working.. so many years has passed. so many stories to tell, but i only kept all those stories in my real life. i never shared them to anybody, especially not in the cyber world. i used to have a blog before. i used to have my world spinning around the cyber world. i go around friendship sites, forums, name them all, i have been there during that time. but things have changed, but what’s ironic is i came back to that world i left before. november 29, 2008 – i was just trying to find how to do a nice layout for my friendster profile. i was then so enthusiastic and obsessed about how making a centered profile. cause no matter how i edit the CSS of my profile in the CSS editor page, i always find it still to be looking all the same. i can change everything, but not put in the center. that’s when i was directed to friendstertalk.com. i tried of the given instructions, but that time, i really never know how to make a CSS extension file. i don’t even want to try. my point that time is, do i really have to do it? it’s still CSS right? so it might really work in my CSS editor in the Customize Page menu in Friendster. i want to ask and shout to everybody there how to make one, but i have to register. lels. and i did. Even at that time, i never thought i would go back to my world. i never thought of being active again in a forum. in a forum where i will be addicted again and where i will spend my days with. But a week later, i did. i posted on the topics and shared my thoughts. That was then i realized how much i really missed foruming. I started having friends. people who noticed me even though i still can’t even give them reputation points. people who chatted and talked with me like they already knew me… i started to become active. not a day passes that i wouldn’t go OL in the forum. not a day passes that i wouldn’t talk to those people. and if a day comes that i would just have to stay there for just a while, i would really miss them. i mean they would all be what i think about. even in real life. And then the mods came to my knowing, and then i started exploring everything in that forum. that was when i saw kristina16. i always remember that girl way back in my old forum world who has been a nice friend to me. i guess we had a clan before. and all of us there became so close. she is now a mod here. but idk of course if she still remembers me. that’s why i never approached her. that’s when that time i was noob at a new site, plurk.com, when i started to get her attention, and yeah. it took some time, but i really was so happy that she still remembers me. i mean my username back then. and then my world in ftalk just got bigger. and now everything started to become different that it was before. i am now so happy of the change.. and i am afraid to let it go. which brings us back to the first times. first times might be hard. first times might be something different and full of challenges. like now, this is my first time again to blog. idk what to do and how to start, but i am trying. and now i just made my first post. that’s all there is, there isn’t anymore. Entry Filed under: Uncategorized Trackback this post | Subscribe to comments via RSS Feed
i registered. i even made a topic there. haha. the funny thing was, i didn’t know where to post it. so someone told me about it and i think he was a moderator, he closed the topic. haha. haha. hopefully people would read this. i just don’t know what else to put. i wish there is more. but there is none. Leave a Reply
